moving on?

haaaaaaaaiy

you broke my heart tonight :(

and made me think if you had really moved on. i dont know what to feel right now. sorry :(

Just leave me be, Jealousy

jealous of not being the one you want. like you said youre mine and i shouldnt be jealous. dont worry ma, ill do my best for us :3

i wont overthink things again or think about these kinds of things.

time will teach is to love each other perfectly.

change step.1

uuugh, can someone give me patience? gahd i hate this side of me -.- i easily get irritated and i have the tendebcy to shout at her. i dont want to be like this.

sorry ma :( 

promise i'll do my best to control my mood and temper :)

ending the night

dont know what happened to me to feel that way. i know it was not right because i treated her coldly . she didnt even know if she did something wrong. 

so why am i acting this way?!

maybe i just missed her so much and the time when i talked her using skype was limited.

sorry ma, though you cant read this :)

acceptance

at first it was hard to accept that, yeah, i'm not her first kiss, oh wait, she was not my first kiss also. but if you start to realize things, what she did was fine. she was inlove back then, i was not in her life and it is in the past. all i need to do is to leave the past and look forward to the future by  doing things properly now. i love her and thats what i should do.